The Dreamer 22

I'm a dreamer. I know that I'm not the only one, but the sad part about me is that I pray and believe in the unattainable dreams. Nothing that I hope for will ever come true (without a miracle). I have a lot of mixed feelings about pretty much everyone I know. Basically, I have a lot of issues. But who doesn't? My friends think that I live this great life, I mean I'm generally a happy person, I have not one but 6 best friends, I'm healthy, pretty (so I've been told), and have a great big family that loves me to no end. When I think of myself that way then I can see what they mean. But they don't know what really goes on inside of my head, or more importantly, my heart. As hard as I try to describe my mixed feelings and anxiety they just don't seem to get it. So this is why I created this tumblr. None of them know about it, and I like it that way. Because here I can post my true feelings without having to worry about those judgmental stares or looks of disapproval. Here I can just be me. No more keeping things bottled up inside. And if you read my posts please don't judge me either. If you can do that then I welcome you and thank you.

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19th June 2011